One aspect of The Brief Wondrous Life of
Oscar Wao that I found interesting was the relationship between his struggles
with his weight and his prodigy in writing. In his early childhood Oscar was
praised by friends and family for his skill with girls, he was “something of a
Casanova” (Diaz 1). He was more interesting in hitting on every girl he laid
eyes on than writing. Once Oscar hit early adolescence he became immensely
overweight and girls no longer found him attractive. It was then when his
interest in writing and reading flourished. Diaz describes how Oscar differed
from the other typical high school kids. He states, “Back when the rest of us
were learning to play wallball and pitch quarters and drive our older brothers
cars…he was gorging himself on a steady stream of Lovecraft, Wells, Burroughs,
Howard, Alexander, Herbert…moving hungrily from book to book” (Diaz 21). Because
Oscar was so ostracized from the other kids he turned to reading as a source of
entertainment. Much of what he read was Science Fiction. Reading for Oscar was
an escapist tactic that took him away from his life of loneliness and
nerdiness. His growing passion for reading led him to gain an intense interest
in writing.
When Oscar went to visit La Inca in
Santo Domingo he brings empty notebooks with him with the intention of filling
them all up with his writing. His cousins invite him multiple times to hang out
with them, however, Oscar is so focused on writing that he declines. When he
returns from Santo Domingo there is a shift in how he views himself and the
relationship that he has with his “friends”. Diaz describes this change
stating, “In the old days…he always crawled voluntarily back into the abuse,
out of fear and loneliness, something he’d always hated himself for, but not
this time. If there existed in his high school years any one moment he took
pride in it was clearly this one” (Diaz 33). Before he began writing Oscar was
crippled by insecurities about his weight and physical appearance. He felt
inferior even to the people who were supposed to be his friends. His writing
gives Oscar something to be proud of, and a feeling of self-worth that he did
not possess before.
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